4.09.2010

I think I want a MAN...

I think I want a man.
Not love
Not right now
But someone to understand that his place
is face-to-face with me
for the time being.
Someone who wants a relationship
with relations but no ship
because we aren't going anywhere.
Someone who wants to sample the milk and move on.
someone who wants to laugh and chill
and not associate what we have with something you wish it was.
I want a MAN who can put in work
without working my nerves.
I want something hot and heavy
but light on commitment
I want to kiss you as I fall asleep
and wake up alone.
But. I don't want a shone.
I want to have substantial conversations
that tantalize my mind
without breaking my heart.
I just...
I just want a new start.
And, I want it to be defined by me.

12.27.2006

Jamel Vs J Lo

back stroke?
Pony Vs Ray Ray

Voguing dramatics...I'm just learning about this...I honestly think it's the greatest thing on youtube!!!!
Nupe twirling

SUPA HOT!!
Nupe twirlin 2

HOT!!
Silent Library 3

HE LARRY US!!!!

12.15.2006

Num-Reality

I guess age ain't nothing but a number
Because I'm sweatin' you like it ain't
Got me thinking about how good you'd feel
How good i'd taste
In your mouth
Baby here's a funny thing I know about time
It is whatever you make it
so please don't waste mine
but you can definitely take yours
move it slowly
I wanna press rewind about four or five times.
or maybe speed it up
So that both you and me can be we
without the num-reality
of these years.
I'm trying to understand what it is that you have
that I can't find with someone my own age.
that crazy thing you possess
that makes me want you to caress
and manifest
your dangerous--ness
on me.
But this num-reality
is taking it's toll on me.

© Unveiling

Num-Reality

I guess age ain't nothing but a number
Because I'm sweatin' you like it ain't
Got me thinking about how good you'd feel
How good i'd taste
In your mouth
Baby here's a funny thing I know about time
It is whatever you make it
so please don't waste mine
but you can definitely take yours
move it slowly
I wanna press rewind about four or five times.
or maybe speed it up
So that both you and me can be we
without the num-reality
of these years.
I'm trying to understand what it is that you have
that I can't find with someone my own age.
that crazy thing you possess
that makes me want you to caress
and manifest
your dangerous--ness
on me.
But this num-reality
is taking it's toll on me.

12.05.2006

FAMU's Rattler Chant

My university

12.02.2006

Contemplation

I have been contemplating
Silently waiting
On you
Yes you
I bet you didn’t even realize
But your sexy eyes
And the simple way you tap my thigh
Has got me sprung
Has got me debating

Has got me contemplating
Silently waiting
On you
Yes you
Imaging exactly what you can do
With that mouth
While I watch you lick those lips
As you watch me switch my hips
See you didn’t even know I saw you
See me
And damn my knee
It’s shaking

While I am contemplating
Silently waiting
On you
Yes you
On a simple sign
That will show you
That I’ve been thinking of those same positions too boo
Yeah we’re wasting time
Until I give you that go sign
But for right now
Mind is racing
I think I’m kind of enjoying just contemplating

© Unveiling

my first shot at imagery...

Where is this place?
I look up and the sky is clear and blue
There isn’t a cloud for miles.
And the sun is shining down on my face.
I can’t help but think
Something’s wrong
I can’t explain it
But
Rainy days and Mondays never get me down
Only clear skies
Without clouds to form depth
Like the nothing in the never ending story
Consuming all that was imaginable for the sky to contain
I can’t take it
I need to run
I have to get away
Before I too become one of those
Woulda, shoulda, coulda
Oh I wanted to be’s
Wasted talent
I’m running through a field of purple
And I know God is getting mad as hell
Because I haven’t stopped to acknowledge it
I’m trampling his precious creations
In my own selfish need to run away from…
What?
I keep running until I see a door in front of me
It’s standing on it’s own
No frame, no wall, no room behind it that I can see
But I just know that it’s my only hope
To escape the nothingness that is chasing me.
I grab for the knob and I pull
And nothing happens
I knock
And the door is not opened for me
I beg and I plead
For someone to suddenly appear
With a key
And nobody comes
I cry harder
And yell, “Who are you? Why are you doing this to me?”
And that must have been the right question
Because the door opens to a darkness that I had never seen before
But convinced that out here
Can’t be worse than in there
I walk in
I’m not alone
Well, I am alone
Though not in the way that you think
In this room there is only me
But two other me’s are battling it out for the control of I
And in this war there are many casualties
But both sides refuse to understand the significance of the losses they sustain
I try to stop them
But to know avail
Like Lancaster and York
The enmity between me and I has been festering for centuries
I think to myself this is the war to end all wars
The war to end me
And coming to this realization
I can’t take it anymore
And I scream
I open my eyes
And a light appears
And all I can see is a mirror

© Unveiling

9.06.2006

While it Rains...

Oh I wish it would rain
How I wish that it would RAIN...
I see you through my window pane
but blocked by that glass
It seems impossible for me to
Get next to you...
I wonder at the Temptations you
put my lonely heart through
Wishing and Hoping and Praying ... That
you might turn around and notice me noticing you
and want to know if it's really you
that makes the sun shine on me
Even if everyone else's day is cloudy.
But hey, Mondays may get me down
But never rainy days.
Because in those times I sit and contemplate
the concentration of which is wholly devoted to you.
But....
It was just my imagination
Running away with me....
I wish this could be a reality
that me seeing myself in you
and you in me
and you out of me
and you in me
could really be more than some fantasy
I giggle about when I'm close to you
Close enough to touch you
But...
Each day through my window
I watch him as he passes by...........

© Unveiling

5.02.2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!