I think I want a MAN...

I think I want a man.
Not love
Not right now
But someone to understand that his place
is face-to-face with me
for the time being.
Someone who wants a relationship
with relations but no ship
because we aren't going anywhere.
Someone who wants to sample the milk and move on.
someone who wants to laugh and chill
and not associate what we have with something you wish it was.
I want a MAN who can put in work
without working my nerves.
I want something hot and heavy
but light on commitment
I want to kiss you as I fall asleep
and wake up alone.
But. I don't want a shone.
I want to have substantial conversations
that tantalize my mind
without breaking my heart.
I just...
I just want a new start.
And, I want it to be defined by me.